9:46 PM
You know,
I really hate it how I get it one minute and the next I don't. Like how I thought I've finally pulled myself out and before I know it I'm sinking again. I am tired tired tired tired of it all.
God, enough already?
I can't already. I can't already.
I've had enough God...
ok?
I am tired of trying to be strong, I am tired of smiling when I'm hurting, I am tired of trying to figure it out, I am tired of thinking, I am tired of crying, I am tired of being alone, I am tired of being jaded, I am tired of running away, and I am just tired thinking what on earth I am tired from.
I am just tired, ok?
justletmerantfornow
thisisasrealasitgets
I had an idea last night,
and I have a darn good mind to put it into action.
I've really had enough.