a year ago, this conversation took place:

"are you all set?"

"i'm all sad."

a year ago, i had to bring my laptop along cos it was my only saving grace, my only connection to beyond, the only thing to keep me sane.

a year ago i told someone i was away on an island taking part in Survivor. literally, literally.

a year ago on this night i was in the room with 4 others sorting out 50 copies (or more).

a year ago my heart remained lower than low.

a year ago the possibility that it would be a day shorter gave me the hope to carry on.

a year ago i had to learn humility, the hard way.

a year ago i learnt that in life, if we've got to do it, we've got to do it.

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yesterday,

i was sniffing unconsciously, and someone went out to fetch a cup of warm water for me.

"you're having a flu right? i heard you sniffing, so i got water for you. it's warm."

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today,

someone did something for the first time, and boy did i smile. on my face and in my heart. :)