exams are finally over. it's funny how the workload this sem was so much more then last sem, but i could cope so much better. no prizes for guessing what makes the difference. i gave a lot of hints along the way if you listened.

it was like a family i never belonged to. the love and understanding i could never comprehend. it probably was a community that didn't want me either. i could tell it from the look in their eyes. i had a bad experience the time i was there, and those memories can stay forever in the recesses of my mind. seeing the place and people give me bad vibes, almost like the aftermath of a traumatising past. i see some of them around now and then, but the aversion of gazes confirms both our similar sentiments.

nontheless there were those that made me smile. the very few droplets wrung out of a piece of almost-dry rag. the ones that made me consider taking in the whole forest just for them trees. but they weren't strong enough for me to stay on. it was the family that i didn't belong to.

it was the rightest decision to put a closure to it all. i wasn't meant to be in their world, and they, not mine. the other road more taken now is an enjoyable one. i love every moment of it, and i treasure every person that makes up this other part of my world. you don't have to say anything, you just have to be there. and that, makes a lot of difference.

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it's exciting when you know something good is going to come out of it all. when you know it's going to be a happy ending, when hope and anticipation sprout out like fresh flowers after a storm. it's a journey unique to each and everyone of us. i'm sure my discovery is going to be yum. :)

my apologies for lost time, and with it comes the most sincere thank you for understanding. i mean it when i say i appreciate it, and i'm sorry i missed out. let me be a better friend.

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for all that razzle dazzle,
and all that jazz,
it's time.